Me Grow Up! So Do They!

I remember when I was child (1st -2nd grade), my mom often took me to Gramedia Bookstore on Sudirman. No Amplaz back then. And I remember I always ran in to the fairytale section. And, yeah I have that Disney’s fairytale completely. Alice, Sleeping Beauty, Cinderella, Snow White.

Then when I was in my 4-6th grade, Goosebumps was a superstar among the books. Most child had it at that time. You were a total geek if you didn’t read it.

Romance grew on me on my late elementary school. I remember how I was hooked up with Meg Cabot’s Princess Series. Yeah, Princess Mia. And I total fan of teenlit. And I remeber how Dealova made me cry a river. Yet that book was my 4 stars even it made my eyes went puffy.

And somehow when i went to high school i stop reading those teenlits and move to metropop. Actually, the content of the book same as the teenlit just the atmostphere is different. Popular Girl vs. Bitch, that’s what i say to differentiate this kind of novel. Bitch in this metropop is total lucky woman who can spend their money in Bottega or Hermes than have a price charming who runs a company and ride a Range Rover. You know, luckiest woman equals to bitch. Hahaha…what i say is you will call a woman bitch if you envy her :D That’s the point.

Oh, that’s all. I love reading, and i love how my book are growing up like me…so i am not the only one who are getting old in here :D

Stupidity: My-Quality-or-Condition-of-being-stupid

okay if a criminal has a rap sheets, then i have a bunch of foolishness to be written down.

1. I just knew that Susan (the talking doll) is not talking, the one who talks is Kak Ria Enes when I was in 11th grade. It was such a shame. It was because my pops told me that Susan is such an expensive doll so she can talk! So blame it to my pops.

2. Again, I just knew LOL is Laughing Out Loud when I was a high schooler  . ..honestly first I think that LOL is kind of TOLOL (means : stupid) in short version. My bad!

3. When I was 5, I almost burned my house down. I merely think that lighter was filled with gasoline and not zippo lighter fluid. So, I filled my lighter with gasoline which I found under my pops’ motorcycle. And just like that, when I ignited that lighter, the fire is so big which makes me into a shocked. And yes, I let the lighter off my hand, it went down to the gasoline. It burnt, burnt my pops’ motor as well,

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and I know that my stupidity has its never ending, so this list will grow over a night. But I wish, I’ll never comeback to this post . . . to write another my stupidity.

Hei, You! My Name is Eori :D

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Last night I found this cutie lil thing in Indomaret. I’m not such a fan into Winnie The Pooh, just like Tinki does. But really, It doesn’t need even a single second to fall in love with this chibi Eeyore.

As I know, or as the series told, Eeyore is gloomy donkey, yet my Eori is just like a bright-donkey-which-makes-whole-world-shinning :D

Personality Reader

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I got this from Sparknotes hahaha :D , somehow it is true . . . i like creating problems? err..okay I got my new hobby then hahaha :D

You are an Experimenter!
(Dominant Introverted Abstract Thinker)

You are an EXPERIMENTER (DIAT). Although you’re slightly shy (admit it!), you love control. When a problem comes across your way, you stomp on it swiftly and decisively. You are bothered easily by failure in others and failure in yourself. You don’t like people that you don’t think are intelligent. Rather than arguing with them, however, you would just as soon ignore them altogether.

In relationships, you have a strong heart. And because you’re introverted, people take you as someone they can trust. But the fact is that in addition to solving problems, you like to create them.

You’re a good person at heart, but then again, who isn’t?

Piece of Cake Just for 5-year-old-girl

How’s your life? Mine? If I have a word then it wil be ABSURD. Hahaha . . . Just take a look when I just a 5-year-old-girl-who-has-a-bright-smile-just-because-she-has-a-lollipop-in-her-hand.

Life is so easy back then.

Time goes by as I have my mid-day nap.

Homework as easy 1,2,3 or a,b,c

Tears just comes up when I don’t have any candy in my pocket.

and now . . . it is just…just absurd.

As absurd like I wanna God stop me from growing up. I wanna stay as 5 . . .

Under-Freaking-Damn-Spell

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FYI, I write down this entry just because I am  drink too much this bloody-series-which-is-stared-with-hot-as-hell-vampires : Vampire Diaries. I spend my entire whole day on my bed and glued my eyes in front of paqui (my notebook) to watch over that damn great vampire a.k.a Damon Salvatore who has this magically cold-yet-burning eyes. He was villain but he got me under his fangs! God, I don’t know how I can explain it.

He is evil, but yet I am puzzled with his kinda-freaking-cold-blood-sucker. I just feel that he is a way more better than “the nice brother”, Stefan. He is merely a badass, drool-worthy badass who has those muscle under his shirt and…yes, please, I welcomed him to compel me. I’m more than ready under his spell.

The more evil he is . . . the more I’m hooked by. And that made me feel so sorry if he got hurt by Stefan and that-lucky-bitch named Elena. And I feel more hurt to see this heartbreaking dialogue . .

After I watched that Damon compelled Elena to erase that so heart-tearing confession . . . I was crying a river almost like an emo! Gawd! Haw can it be! How can a totally jerk such as Damon Salvatore has that kinda heart wrenching quote

“I just have to say it once. You just need to hear it. I love you, Elena. And it’s because I love you that I can’t be selfish with you, why you can’t know this. I don’t deserve you, but my brother does. God, I wish that you didn’t have to forget this, but you do.

Stefan never had been hurt like Damon had been up. We can see that from episode 1 season 1…this lovebirds is too smooth and so easy become one to other. But tell me, what is Damon dealing with? Not too many….It’s too much, because it is uncountable!

Geez, this stupid bitch, I means Elena should know she is better end with this totally-lovely-asshole-which-dramatically-turn-into-a-hot-vampire-knight-even-without-a-sword-because-he-just-needs-his-fangs-and-that-flaming-fierce-eyes !

LOST IN ME :(

i felt relief when I saw that sun shine when I back home . . .

it was took me for a whole weeks to feel that rays . . .

i missed it . . .

i missed when i’m back home before God’s calling . . .

i missed my mom’s cooking . . .

i missed my daddy’s tea . . .

i missed my books . . .

sometimes when i’m back home, feels like i walk in unlimited time

feels so far yet so near . . .

 

Song of Today: Hanging by Moment

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Back then when I was in high school regime, I was so caught by Lifehouse. I raped my replay button just for replaying You and Me. Jason Wade’s voice is really superb! I want to marry him :p

And just for long time I never heard one of their masterpiece . . . and when i wanna see some mellow (or kinda emo hahaha) I found this song..

I’m falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I’ve held onto
I’m standing here until you make me move
I’m hanging by a moment here with you

For me a moment is the most important. A moment told me everything . . .

Like when I never said something-which-you-must-remember-it-until-your-death-comes-up, I think I always remember a lot of moments. At least, a person carries one in people’s mind :D

K.N.O.W

some people know

some people half-know

some people never know

and some people never-wanted-to-know

but for me, i don’t even know if i know . . . it is such a ridiculous? or it was just God’s joke?

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